season of L.O.V.E
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
  Crazy Wongfu Fan
I'm going crazy waiting for the private screening to happen. I can't concentrate on what I'm supposed to do today (storyboarding, the next asian film archive screening posters, producing work).


AH!! I'm so excited. and I'm such a crazy fan that i made a poster for later. I'm crazy.


 
Monday, September 10, 2007
 
I've moved again..

www.shi-chi-sq.blogspot.com
 
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
  5 Minute Bus-ride
i'm glad i squeezed up the bus today.

walk the stairs, dont take the lift, life a healthy happy life. be nice to people, it'll make your day happier! board the bus slowly, don't worry, i'll wait for you. careful there ladies, i'm going to close the door.

a 5 min bus trip, but one that brighten the whole day.


everytime we are at a stop, bus uncle will say nice things to everyone. "may you will 4D tomorrow! become a rich man! and you wont be here to take the bus." from his voice you could hear the smile. "anyone getting down? careful, i'm opening the door!"

maybe i've boarded the bus with a spell of courtesy. even though the bus was overly loaded, it didnt feel stuffy and unpleasant. little funny things that the uncle said made passengers smile at each other, start a friendly conversation about the bus uncle, move in automatically to fill the bus with more people.

tvmobile could have cured boredom on the bus, but could not have brightened my day like the uncle.

thank you uncle.
thank you lord.
for all the wonderful things in the world.
 
Friday, April 27, 2007
  sorry..
sorry for neglecting my friends..
sorry for hiding in school..
sorry for all the unreplied sms and phone calls..
sorry for the always dead handphone..

sorry for not posting till now..

forgive me!
i'm back and alive in the world again :)

when you finish your exams pls! give me a call.. and scold me for all the bad things i am.. then i can make up to you with a day out together or something.

god bless to all those having exams..
god bless to all those rushing projects.

loves~
 
Monday, March 12, 2007
  YAY.
i'm shooting my short narrative scene in 2 weeks time.
24th.
this time i have a crew. YAY.

i'm not going to die. YAY.
 
Friday, March 09, 2007
  Sucidal Attempt No. 1
I am going to fall apart if i cant find my actor..

if i lose any other important things..
and shit i cant find my hard-drive cable!

and my laptop's down
and i lost a box of photopaper costing me 65bucks.

i'm attempting sucide soon..
AHH

SAVE ME.. Somebody~~
 
Monday, March 05, 2007
  Star-crossed lovers
Star-crossed lovers quit West Bank
By Matthew Price BBC News, Jerusalem

The couple married three years ago after meeting in JerusalemShe is a 26-year-old Jewish Israeli. Her name is Jasmine Avissar. He is a 27-year-old Palestinian Muslim, Osama Zaatar.

Jasmine and Osama's is a love story, and it tells you so much about the Israeli-Palestinian conflict.

They met when they worked at the same place in Jerusalem, and three years ago they got married. First they tried to live in Israel, but the Israeli authorities would not allow Osama to join his wife there. Then they tried living in the occupied West Bank, but some Palestinians made life difficult for them.

Now they've given up and are moving to Europe.


Strangers


"We ran out of choices of finding any solution to live in either Israel or Palestine," says Jasmine as she packs her bags.

"We were naive and thought we could win this fight but we can't. So we have to go abroad and start a new life."


Jasmine


We were naive and thought we could win this fight but we can't


Osama


The moment I decided not to be part of the mainstream I was told that I was not a part of my country anymore Jasmine already has permission to go. Osama hopes to follow her soon.

We go up onto the roof of their village home. The sunlight is so harsh you have to squint to look at the view. Stone walls hold earth terraces onto the hillsides, olive trees hundreds of years old are dotted across the landscape.

"I feel like a stranger here," says Osama. "Even in my homeland. This place is a holy land, but they're killing each other. It's like it's already a lost cause."

"Here there's no chance. I just want to start again."


Under investigation


They are an almost unique couple.

Neither Israeli nor Palestinian society has accepted their marriage.

On Jasmine's Israeli passport, it still says her marital status is "under investigation".

"Our marriage was a human thing. We just fell in love," says Jasmine. "The society around us is making it political."

"I feel like a refugee. The moment I decided not to be part of the mainstream I was told that I was not a part of my country anymore."

A taxi turns up, and Osama helps Jasmine with her bags.

The drive takes them through occupied Palestinian lands. They pass a tall grey Israeli army watchtower. They drive through army checkpoints.

Israel has been in control here for almost 40 years.


Given up


"Even here in Osama's homeland I am superior as an Israeli," says Jasmine, as she looks out the window.

"It's easier for me to move around. The soldiers let me through checkpoints. They don't arrest me like they might arrest Osama."

A final embrace at the Israeli checkpoint Osama is banned from crossingJasmine has given up on her own country.

"Jewish people were abused for thousands of years, but my nation has switched from being victims to being abusers.

"That's hard for me to acknowledge. The Jewish people are occupiers now, and we are racist."

The car arrives at a final checkpoint.

We stand next to it, and Osama tells me why he has also given up on his own people.
"There were threats. People said if I brought my wife here we'd be in danger. Even my friends said that. They say I am a traitor."

"It makes me wonder whether I want to be a Palestinian any more. Some see me as some sort of Israeli envoy. It's a shit feeling."

Seeking safety

They turn and walk the short distance to the checkpoint that leads out of the West Bank and into Israel.

They put down their bags, and hug one another. There's a short kiss.

I ask Osama what he hopes for from his new life.

"I want to be able to walk in the street and not be stopped by the Israeli army or police. I want to feel safe. I have never felt that."

Jasmine smiles. "I just want to be a normal couple, with normal problems about rent, and money. I don't want to have these huge gigantic problems interfering in our marriage."

Even now though they are not quite free.

Osama cannot go through the checkpoint with Jasmine. They don't know when he will be able to join her in Europe.

They are still a couple caught in the middle of the Israeli Palestinian conflict.
 
  Listening to Hymn
listening to hymns..

dear god.. are you still my dear god? or have i stood pondering in the snow for too long? will i find my peace of mind.. to be or not to be..

god bless my friends and family.
 

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